Me messing around is not common. You probably just won’t believe me, but fucking around during practice is not something I do a lot.

I’m not saying I didn’t fuck up or defending my actions (as I’ve said in other comments) because I totally did. I’m not saying what I did was justified in any way, my main issue is the way my coach handled it.

Telling me I’m an asshole because of something I already know and then shunning me for even asking about it is not constructive in the slightest. I’m trying to become a better person by seeing if what I did was a dick move, and telling me that I don’t care about my sport doesn’t help anybody.