It's weird to admit. but I see so much of this accusation of rape when actually innocent that it puts me off even trying to have sex. I literally am scared I will have sex one day and some shit like this could happen. also this is the first video I found after google search, this scares me soooo much https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UCUSmJurqrU

Also my last ex (like from 6 like years ago [chuckles at so long ago] said I used her for sex. I still don't understand that! I liked her and she wanted to have sex with me, hell I went out with her because I knew she liked me. but after it finished, she goes off and takes loads of drugs, cuts herself, and says I used her. that does a lot to someone's psychology and emotions, I feel guilt for no just reason at all. Many relationships fail, most fails don't involve one partner cutting themselves as revenge to show off how I had hurt her. She also made art that was extremely low self esteem, to this day I feel sorry because she was so fragile, but, perhaps, also quite crazy.