Just gonna say this. I have been paranoid&delusional about myself being followed for about 1 and half year now. You know how mutch it sucks to go your friends place and seeing (grammar?) a webcam on his pc wich is pointed towards his couch where i usually chill. I know this dude is way too sweet and loyal as a friend to do anything shitty.. but i still feel the burning feeling in my head everytime i go there. (Basically been delusional about "the whole world going truman.. i mean slaym89-show on me". Thats why getting yourself whole darkening curtains is FUCKING IMPORTANT.. seriously made myself feel 10 times better at my own home. I have taken this up with my doc, even thou our work has just beginned. (I lived in foster homes and juveniles for my whole childhood (dad junkie, mom just shithead) and.. well the care i got was bad and now im a 22 y old male with bipolar 2 and chronic depression yay!)

Ps: seriously get the curtains and tell people about how you feel about cameras&shit. Hope your sitsuation gets better.