Her jealousy is horrible.

Before we had the argument about a stupid penpal I once had 13 years ago. She always throw jokes or jabs when I checked my phone or if my phone made a notification noise. She say "is that one of your hoes?"

Then when I told her I was talking to an old penpal, who I had never been in any romantic relations with her. That shit took her on a rollercoaster ride, she was now convinced she was in a love triangle, she was convinced I had an online GF. That shit drove me nuts. So, I told my penpal to fuck off and then I told my GF that I stopped talking to her.

After a while, I had pushed away all of my friends and family so she can feel like I was right there for her. I stayed away from talking any chick because I was sacred she'd think I'm flirting with them or some shit.

Honestly, now that I think of it, this whole relationship was absolutely toxic for me. Holy shit... I was absolutely controlled by her own fears, jealousy, anger, resentful attitude and depressing views. She didn't say anything about them but her damn actions spoke louder than she could ever do.