Honestly, I think you're just incredibly pissed off and not looking at this objectively, which I totally understand. You're angry, you don't care about anyone, but yourself, and I get it. You're screwed and in your world that's all that matters.

Cool. I sincerely hope your situation improves and you find yourself in a position someday where you can appreciate things that help other people, I know that even though I have no kids and think over population is a huge issue, I'm also happy that families are getting a bigger check than I am because I know they need it more than I do. I'm not saying you don't need, I understand you do, and that you got directly screwed by this, but I don't think even talking to you about it is productive because you're so passionate and angry, which again, I get.

Have a better day and again, I sincerely hope you find a way to better your situation, I know I'm looking for a way to do that for myself as well, so truly, I mean it!