I was kind of surprised when I did coke that 1.) It didn't feel more spectacular and like a new, unfamiliar feeling. It felt like a natural high--like when you win, or when you have sex, or when you're at a sleepover when you're a kid and you're having fun, except the difference is that it consistently stays at that level for more than it would in real life. Minutes or hours let's say rather than moments. 2.) That it didn't turn me into some stimulant vampire. In my entire life, I can still count on one hand the times I've done coke or meth. I never did it two days in a row, heck, not even two months in a row. I've felt more depressing withdrawals while being on restrictive diets. And worse depression-related hangover symptoms from alcohol.