My husband just told me yesterday he no longer wants to be with me, has never loved me, and wants a divorce.

4 years ago (doesn't even seem that long ago), I had a major bout of depression/anxiety. I dropped out of school. I ended up working for a while, but just part time because I eventually wanted to go back to school and still couldn't keep it together.

I've gained some weight. I've been really depressed and negative since dropping out.

I don't know if our relationship can be mended. I am completely consumed with this. I haven't slept or eaten since finding out. I honestly wish I would just get into an accident and die, but I really love my little girl. I don't want to be without her. I'd live just for her. I'm so upset right now.

We had been together since high school. I was 14 and him 16. It was rocky and terrible in the beginning, but we made it work... or at least I had thought. It's been more than 10 years since we first started dating. I read him old love letters and he laughed, smirked and rolled his eyes.

I am so insanely depressed right now.