Mashalah tabarakalah you’re excelling in so many ways. You’re doing perfect and your battle is something we all strive for. It would be hard to stay humble with these accomplishments. Honestly this is the perfect example of what to expect out of this inner jihad we all are facing with PMO. I hope this helps more than anything but I was told the road to success with this addiction looks exactly like how you’re explaining in this post. You’re doing great and I know you want to feel the sweetness in this, you want some ease or comfort but wallah with hardship comes ease, not after the hardship but with it.. in these hard moments, there are so many hidden gems. Please keep fighting, please do not give up, do not expect anything from your battle except that you are pleasing Allah for the sake of your well being and you will be rewarded. This life isn’t easy, and the higher faith you have, the harder the tests Allah gives you... you should feel flattered mate.. Allahs showing you immense love and it will be all worth it. Allah promises you that