Nah man you’re still sober. Also you’re not obsessing over the cbd because you are addicted to it. You are just thinking of the NON PSYCHOACTIVE cbd in a light that is good because it’s so relaxing. I am going to be 11 months sober from Xanax and pain killers October 17th. I smoke marijuana dabs to stop the tremors from The rebound anxiety from no Xanax after 17 years of having Xanax. They must really be pushing that AA12 step on ya with the higher power but you are your own higher power if you ask me with recovery bc all they want you to do is consult with your higher Power to help you decide and that’s just your morals and who you are at the end of the day. Also it’s one day a time at a whole fucking lifestyle. I was eating constantly feb-june breakfast at 4 am etc. I tried cbd after going back to using thx capsules and dabs and vape pens and o notice the cbd is just a really stress reliever / relaxer. Another thing I’d consider is thinking about how medical marijuana is legal and then you may feel diff as different 12 steps have different rules which only means what’s best for you. For example I can’t afford to use that stuff more than right before bed now if it got outta hand and I couldn’t stop spending then bam cut back and be thankful there is no withdrawal other than lack of sleep and when it returns insane nightmares for a few days and thennnnnn remember if you had more money this behavior would be totally cool but I don’t so I gotta back it up.