[Discussion] Need Motivational Advice?

The past year has been crazy for me. Nudes were spread of me, I've been harassed by lots of men, I've been sexually assaulted and was raped by two men at the same time, I had to put my dog down, the one guy I truly loved dumped me, someone has been vandalizing my car and fucking with me... I'm a very innocent, quiet girl who usually keeps to herself, and yet all of these bad events happen one after another.

I'm stuck. I'm in a rut. I'm a college student who delivers pizza at night and during the day I am an illustrator. I have projects to work on but I can't bring myself to do ANYTHING. I used to work out every day but I'm finding it so hard to do it. All I want to do is sit here and stare at the wall. I'm struggling to do any of the things I should be doing or anything I used to do. I'm losing my drive. Every morning I wake up and I push myself to get everything done, I push myself to fight through the pain and set aside my struggles. I push myself at the gym and in my work and I push myself to put on a happy face for everyone. But I'm so TIRED. so EXHAUSTED of doing that. I just want to get in my car and never stop driving. My will to do anything is diminishing and every day something new happens that knocks me right back to the ground. I fight everyday, but I'm starting to lose the ability to fight because of how often bad stuff happens to me. It's so hard to get up.

/r/GetMotivated Thread