I am going to be honest. Anal makes me uncomfortable with some clients. I need patience and an understanding that I enjoy it but I need to build up slowly. I can't work much because of mental health issues( work from home because I love caming and fear of driving/people). So when I get a regular who pays well I do sometimes to anal when I don't want too. I don't believe it is right for me to be allowing this. And like other on this post I should say no and not let him push me. But I cannot really on handle 12-20hours a week right now so I need the money. I hope one day I will be able to feel comfortable saying no and look up to the camgirls who do.