I thiugh the same things. If I stopped being friends, after realizing I couldn't have sex with him, I'd have 0 friends left.

Like, they are just random impulses. I would never act on them. But your friends are the coolest people you know. And people can suprise you and you be like "daaamn, you're so impressive I just want to service you like we be living through a Somali famine and eating pussy is the only thing the UN put on the menu."

Like, they are just random thought. And I'm not gay so I couldn't. But if your bff comes out to you and he manloves you. I mean, he's been your best friend all your life. Don't you owe it to atleast like, entertain the idea of sucking a dick? I mean how can you really be hating if you don't try it first?

But yeah, if you fall in love with a person, being arounds them is just too painful.

Goddammit.