Hey, man. I am so sorry for your loss. The love we get from our pet's is so pure and beautiful and they do nothing but show us love and it is so hard when it's time for them to climb that rainbow bridge.

I lost my cat (my best fucking friend) last year. He had a seizure right next to me while I was playing RL and passed in my arms on the way to the vet. I know how you feel and it feels like you've lost everything. Even today, a year later, I cry like once a week about him. There are no words to explain the relationship we had, and from what I have read, it seems that is the case with you and your boy too.

I'm not really sure why I'm telling you any of this, I just know I felt very alone after he passed away so just know you are not. It was so hard to play RL for the longest time, but don't quit. Bandit wouldn't want you too, man. Just like my cat wouldn't have wanted me to quit. :)