I'm really not mad at you, I just think you're a callow little fuck.

Addiction is not a disease, it is simply a possible symptom of a real mental disorder. You won't accept that though because that would mean that you'd have to take responsibility for your shitty coping mechanisms since not everyone with whatever your disorder is does boy.

It's hilarious that you're on /r/tumblrinaction insisting you're a super special snowflake that deserves better treatment. Whatever is wrong with you clearly also involves delusions of grandeur as well as addictive personality because you truly believe that your life is harder than anyone's who doesn't like junkies. That's fucking hilarious really. You're actually just really callow and won't take accountability for your stupid behavior.

I have friends that do heroin, but they at least own up to it being their fault. They just really, really, REALLY like heroin and most of them have a pretty shitty reality that they want to escape from. The only time I ever get mad at junkies is when I have to wait an extra hour at the ER when I'm shitting out blood because there are 6 junkies faking back pain because they're broke and their dealer won't extend them anymore handjob credit boy... or in situations like when my junkie ex girlfriend stole my prescribed shit because she was going through withdrawal and "needed it" more than I did apparently.

I'm sure people did try to be supportive to you at first to help you get clean... but you can only watch someone relapse so many times before don't give a fuck about their feelings anymore.

Anyway though, I have to go get an infusion to treat my Crohn's Disease (a real illness) so I'm done chatting with ya. Keep making up excuses and telling yourself that you're a special snowflake. One day, you'll pull that plunger up too high and nobody will be there save you :)