Do you ever get the feeling that you won't live a long life, even if you're relatively healthy and steer clear of danger?

I'm 21, an artist, keep to myself, hardly go out of the house. I dont talk to many people and generally stay out of trouble. I'm not the healthiest person, but I have no life-threatning conditions or anything major as far as I'm concerned. I'm not suicidal, but have been in the past.

Basically, I have no direct reason TO die, but I cant shake the feeling that I don't have long to live. It's not that I have an extreme fear of death, or that I'm pessimistic about life. I actually love thinking about what my life might be like when I'm much older. There's nothing I can see that is causing me to feel or think this way, it's just. A FEELING.

It's like when you have a bad feeling about something, those weird vibes you get. It's like that for me, but with death. It's just something that's always on the back of my mind and I'm curious if I'm the only one?

This is my first post after being a long time lurker so sorry if I'm doing anything wrong. Do let me know if there's a more appropriate subreddit to post this to, appreciated!

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