Existential lows: I had two of these sooo glad that they didn't happen at the same time as the other lows and that they weren't long. One was because I was annoyed with work (1st), and I get sentimental as shit when people bring up travelling (1st,2nd). I know it's not going to solve anything buut I have decided to do a few things: pick up new things/recycle old hobbies etc. _______________________
Start working out again- I've def growned to be ok with my physique and I have just not bothered to do anything and was ok with my skinny as fuck arms and legs and belly fat because I figured hey my metabolism hasn't gone to shit I'll workout when I'm older and HAVE to... But now I recently have been getting menstrual cramps, so that's one of the reasons. Sorry if tmi. But anyway thaaat plus also it's fun. So I'll probably start jump roping again at least and maaaybe go to the gym at least once a week at uni._______________
Had been wanting to do aztec dancing ever since I was little and I even contacted a free organization months ago, but never followed through with it-- so that. _____________________
I will youtube how to learn to speak mandarin -- or at least random phrases since I highly doubt that I will be able to learn it completely. Other people's cultures have always interested me especially other languages so whenever I make a friend who speaks another language it's always fun to learn. I know a few (supah few) phrases/words in hmong, tagalog, ilonggo... So yaah it will be fun to learn mandarin from youtube/friend. And perhaps I'll youtube Japanese as well since I'd like to visit there sometime. It probably will be harder since I won't have somone to yell/laugh at me that I am saying something wrong haha. ________________
Def will youtube/google cooking again. I'm 21 and I only know how to make a handful of things and most are desserts so yah I wouldn't survive on my own. _________________
I'm going to start going to church. I grew up in a Catholic household, but haven't gone to church in like 3-4 years. Sometimes I feel like I have gone completely atheist (I respect everyone's religion or nonreligion?-- hence what I said about culture) but to me it's fucking scary to think that IIII am starying away from God so yep. _______________________
Force myself to drive to new places. I'm scared of getting lost plus idk driving is just scary in general, buut I need to stop being a little bitch cuz it's super embarassing that I have no sense of direction. ___________
Go through my closet and get rid of some clothes/buy new ones. Have lotsa of clothes I don't even wear so sheeea.