Lmao peacocking !!!!!!==== acting like an sperg. For baby Jesus fucking christs sake eyore 6'3 you don't need to do weird shit to stand out. If you had played the game right ur date would have been all over your meat but whatever

At least u have a self awareness to recognize that u blew a good opportunity. The next step is to realize that you make better life gains by not blowing good opportunities but instead by allowing success to fall into place...

Take ur self awareness a step farther and realize you're hamstering your lack of social proof and failure to build attraction as a "fun night" admit it you would have had a better time dressing like everyone else, going to a dope after hours and banging a chick

FOLLOW THROUGH with your intentions if you're going to try to be a red pill douche then double down and be a red pill douche don't settle for dinner with her parents whip out ur dick and balls punch pops in the face and then get sloppy head from the missus, metaphorically speaking but that goes for everyone who struggles with these things not just helpfling