I use to feel the guilt also, mainly because I have all my limbs, but over the years my mental health has ruined and reshaped my life. And my physical has taken an unexpected turn for the worst. Don’t feel guilty. Prepare for the unknown and take yoyr health seriously. You don’t know what you may or may have not been exposed to if you deployed over seas. And also, we have no knowledge of what they really want gave us for vaccines. My medical records don’t line up with how many shots Ive been given in my service. Think about that, and let that sink in a little bit. It’s about the long game with your health. Congratulations. Now educate yourself on how to make sure you don’t LOSE it!