I have shared with a few people I trust. One woman was spiritual (I was not) and thought it was so beautiful that I was "channeling" which was a new concept to me. Another man thought I was receiving messages from angels. He was Christian, highy educated and totally sane. Another was an atheist composer and he was equally moved and wanted to work with me. The music is highly complex and often there are words. Many instuments. I have been diagnosed with bipolar disorder but this music stuff seems beyond that. I just want to know if anyone can relate. If anyone feels like they have this weird connection to some supernatural source that is not insane and not meant to be silenced.