that there may be no chance at fulfillment for me in this life.

If you truly value intellectual pursuits above childrearing and family (this is true of a very tiny percentage of women, essentially outliers) then you will find fulfilment in life. Don't be so hard on yourself. Find your passion and work hard at it, that's one of the key's to happiness in life. For most women being a mother and wife is their ultimate goal, to raise children and be surrounded by people who love them. If you're not like that and that doesn't interest you, that's fine. Better you live a life you enjoy than one that makes you miserable. Find your passion and excel at it, to live as man lives, you define yourself by what you're good at and what you enjoy - rather than your social status.

PS Your posts are always so interesting and I hope you post here more.

Thanks. There are some good debaters here, but there are also a lot of very immature people. Seems a lot of sados have actually turned off the subreddit style in order to downvote (somebody cares too much about fake internet points) and there are more blue pillers than red pillers here. I have no business convincing people who've already decided they hate me/my position to listen to my viewpoints. I just don't give a fuck, it has no bearing on me. I'm not going to beg anybody to think or do shit. I'm perfectly happy to allow blue pillers to be blue, that's their choice.

The thing that most puts me off about this board is how people here will just flat out insult you and act a like cunt if they recognise your name and don't like you or just degree. That's not debate, that's bullying. I'm a big boy, the sentiment isn't the point, but at the end of the day if I want abuse I can go into town and start a fight. If I want banter, I can give my friends shit. I don't enter debates with children, idiots and people so intellectually stunted their only recourse is to downvote and/or name call. Likewise, I find the logical pedants annoying, they're so autistic they miss the forest for the trees. I'll comment on occasion when I get tagged, have time and the topic interests me (like in this thread) but I don't intend to stick around here. You can find me on TRP or Twitter.