I don’t want to complain, but I just feel hollow inside. Just moved to Hawaii. I’m a stay at home wife without kids. Everyone thinks I’m winning… but I feel like I’m losing myself. My husband is an alcoholic, and has been trying to stop for years. It’s gotten worse since we’ve moved. He’s so rude when he’s drunk; he doesn’t hurt me physically, but says awful things and harasses me for sex. If I say anything wrong, then it’s the silent treatment until he passes out. I’ve told him how hurtful it is, and I fear that this is how’s it’s going to be for the rest of my life. Sometimes he says that he’s sorry, and other times he acts like I’m the problem. I’m so tired.