Mayb hes invested heavily into crypto currency when it was booming last month and now he's losing it all and yeah. We can hope. I know I've been reading many posts saying this in the cryptos im not cheating im gwas damn losing.

But you let the cat out the bag too soon but ofcouse its killer emotions but if he was so blazah I need more than that thats confidence.

Tbh when I found out my ex was cheating not one thing from the phone triggered my "paranoia" she called it laughing too. It was behaviours and lack of emotion in her time with me only kids in bed. Wrapping their gifts etc red flags flying everywhere. Especially when I was told 9pm shes dying for a coke so needs to run to the shop. 9pm it's dark out December 14th ish that was the biggest red flag of all. For over 12yrs I've heard her say hell no its dark out you go. Its mad I didn't really think it then snd just the very moment my mind jumped to it after thinking woo shes been ages now she came through the door right then so I forgot it.

So the signs should come thick and fast. Even cheaters feel guilt they just don't care. But you know something is wrong. It took me days apparently. Met 7th I found out 18th but was at the point of dreaming her leaving n stuff by then. Behged to talk constantly but told im paranoid I even told her two days before I feel it inside me a black ness growing im dying inside I feel it. Something bad is coming I know it. She swore nope. I was half in tears telling her I am 100% certain something bad is coming for me then I know it.

The last thing was the phone I just picked it up unlocked it and bam theres the guy with a new message halfway typed out talking about us. Facade dropped. I just wanted a nice Christmas.