Aquarius rising with the order of Mercury, Saturn and Mars in the 1H pisces stellium.

Definitely a dreamer, gets bored of things/conversations easily and I always struggle to express my thoughts coherently.

I'm very motivated and have endless energy when I'm in the mood/doing something I believe in. I can power through hours of whatever it is happily with lil sleep.

Saturn gives me a more serious outlook on life, also makes me doubt myself often when I'm not thinking/doing what everyone else seems to be doing. Though when I do decide to just flip it and believe in myself, there's an immense sense of empowerment.

Planets in the 1H are more prominently expressed / obvious to the self and to the public. I's say they are like siblings in a house, sometimes they get along and help each other, and sometimes they fight and want to squeeze the living life out of one another :p