Hi. Yes, this is about a guy. I feel like I'm the crazy girl. I've never been like this before but am madly in love with my friend who said hes falling in love with me, only a few eeks back. We talk all day every day, and he calls me for hours every singly night. We call eachother babe, and baby, and other pet names, and I dumped a boyfriend for him. It's been crazy intesne..
After having an amazing first date two weeks ago today, he got sick the (i was sick at the time) for the following week and barely spoke to me. He said he was sick and sleeping halk the time and that theres nothing wrong and that I had to stop thinking there was something wrong. I was supposed to stay at his house that friday night/saturday morning. Then his dad got in an accident thursday, and he flew over to WA first thing friday to be with him. Ended up being in ICU and only flew back last night, instead of last week monday like planned. We barely spoke during the week, and he kept ginoring me hal the time.I was just trying to be there fomr him and told him as such. he did say that he likes to be alone when hes going through these things. well on last thursday we actually spoke a decent amount of the day. I asked him tolet me know when he was heading onto his flight and when he was back, which he said he would do. After that, he never responded to any of my messages or contacted me. I havent heard from him since that night. It says hes active on fb and hes been commenting on stuff, but he hasn't even 'seen' any of my fb messages. I've texted him a few times and havent received any replies. Even called him twice and told him I was worried about him and wish ehd jsut speak to me, but nothing.
These past two weeks I have bene fucking miserbale. No other guy has ever made me feel this way before. Ive had long term bfs dump me and have neber been this hurt. I'm so madly in love with this guy and feel like I've fucked up casue I've come across as too clingy. But all I'mm trying to do is see that hes ok.
hes never been like this to be before. hes done a complete turnaround. He origianlly said that depending on all the work he has to catch up on, I might be able to see him tomorrow. But that hed let me know. Well, I havent hearf from him at all and I'm just stressing the fuck out. My friends all said that hes just used me. But I have no idea why hed say hes falling in love with me, tell me how Im his forever and that he'll never leave and always be here for me, and that I have to stop stressing about talking to him too much, etc. But then hes just done this.
I cant think, I cant eat, or sleep. I've been so anxious and upset and just been wanting to cry but I havent been able to. I've delt like absolute shit and I feel like he now thinks I'm crazy because of all the messages ive sent him. it hurts and I ahve no idea what the fuck to do. :/