I'm so OCD!!

Eh. I don't know if I have OCD or not, but I'm obsessed with the numbers 3 and 5 and it sucks a lot. I could have something else wrong with me or maybe I'm slightly weird. I don't know.

If I kiss my husband's head twice and he moved away by the third time because he's busy, then it bugs me. I need that third kiss. I will go out of my way to bother him doing whatever he's doing to make sure I get that third kiss on him even if it makes him agitated. I have to give kisses in threes or fives. Tapping has to be done in those numbers. It sucks when I do something it's annoying so a healthy person would stop, but I have to do it two more times and slowly deteriorate my relationship by being an annoying person who doesn't know when to stop being annoying. I literally cannot stop myself because it will eat me up inside if I don't do it.

It's not everything that has to be that way. Like I don't need to turn the light switch a number of times. But there are very specific instances that need it and some random ones every once in a while. I noticed it drives people around me crazy because I never say, "I need to do this x more times. Please bear with me then I'll stop." they just think I don't know how to stop being annoying because it's fucking weird and I wish I wasn't, sometimes.

As for the whether or not it should be treated more or less seriously, I don't know. I'm not going to pretend to be an expert by knowing how treating something can impact society's impact on it and the people who suffer from it.

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