INTJs with mental illness -- how do you differ from a stereotypical INTJ?

I have OCD and anorexia are both very under-treated at the moment, because part of me is afraid seeking treatment would hinder my productivity, both make my hyper-focused in control and on my own productivity. I feel bad for anyone who’s ever had to live with under the same roof as me because I need such tight control over my environment. I behave both more like an ENTJ (I have very high Te) and like an unhealthy Ti user (I have a tendency to overthink and ruminate constantly as a result of OCD) at the same time if that makes sense. I was also diagnosed w bipolar as a teenager but I haven’t had a major episode in years at this point and part of me wonders if that was even a correct diagnosis, but I was diagnosed because of how I reacted to SSRIs I was prescribed at the time and apparently reactions as severe as I had are only seen in people who are bipolar, so I guess I must be.

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