I know this sounds stupid, but there are people who care about you, even if it feels like they don't. Sometimes people aren't always as considerate as we'd like them to be, but communication is a two-way street. If you're too afraid to mention that you like someone to your friends, how will they know it's something you're comfortable talking about? Maybe they're noticing your anxiety and so they don't mention it. Try building on your existing friendships to work on opening up and communicating and to maybe help you feel more connected to others.

An important step to finding a healthy, loving relationship is developing a healthy, stable sense of yourself. You should feel comfortable with yourself before entering into a relationship, or at least be in a place where you are actively working on being okay with yourself. It seems romantic, sure, but it's not healthy to have your relationship be your only source of happiness or self-worth.

Therapy or counseling can be really helpful with these issues, but if you have patience and develop your interests, hobbies, goals, and work on maintaining a healthy mindset you will find someone you will be able to connect with even if it takes some time.

It's easier said than done, for sure, but definitely worth it