just ranting about my life

Hi! I'm from Hungary, I also born at 1991 and I also quit from university and I'm still living at home and turning to 31 next week. I'm not gay, but everyone hated me and bullied in the school. I also wasted my 20's in my dark room and played computer games and wrote tech articles for pirate websites. I also live my life basically with 1-3 friends (enough). I'ts new year, and sitting alone listening to Tool: 10 000 days, I skipped visiting my best friend because of my own anxiety. I just drinking whiskey and coke and I also wrote a wall of text if you are interested: https://www.reddit.com/r/depression/comments/rsxuys/new_chapter_midlife_crisis_depression/

At least I have a job without degree, but I don't think I'm that forward compared with you. Just see how it turned out. No fucking what?! What the fuck should we do?

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