sorta. like i dont really feel like i have a wider group that I belong to.

but also every now and then I see someone talk about their experience and relate to it in an almost perfect parallel and am like 'huh i guess im not really alone in feeling this way about this or that'.

i have a couple friends, who I really respect and who have, for as long as Ive known them, worn their identities on their sleeves, and been extremely supportive through all the confusion it took me to get to where i am, and still are. i can count them on one hand, but i do feel a sense of community there i guess

there are many ways in which i do feel alienated though. i cant really put my finger on why i feel that way.