I had the same feeling and once asked her if she wants me to go for other girls. She once sent me a video of a big booty girl that my bro sent her. She was laughing, telling me my bro went to see that girl. It disturbed me, and I felt like she wants me to cheat.

When she talked about her ex, and the fact that she would forgive him when he cheated. He cheated a lot, and she decided to call things off. She mentioned something that stays with me, she said it would be better off if he would at least just have one affair not several ones. I do not know what she wants to justify. She keeps telling me at least 2 or 3 girls that my brother is making moves to.

I have other girls that I can have something with if I want, but this makes me think twice on how faithful she is. As I kinda feel it's manipulative of her to make herself innocent to my knowledge. I do not know if I can trust her but I still want to get laid for a little while maybe. It might be her small insecure ass, tripping about where I might be at when we are not together. Seemingly when I go out with some buddies is when she would tell me she loves me, and all the cosy sweet words one would want to hear.