I’ve been told by my friends and family members that they commend my ability to not stress about things and overthink them, my mother told me I’m a lot like father because of that but in reality I have crippling anxiety and I constantly overthink things but since I was a fairly emotional kid and berated by my brothers and even sometimes my dad for being so I’ve learned to hide it and just keep pushing forward even though it’s drained so much out of me not being open and having someone to talk to, while I don’t think I’m depressed I have a certain feeling about life, recently it’s felt like being smacked against the rocks by the waves and there’s no break in it.