Sexual assault isn't cheating you have nothing to feel guilty about, my boyfriend told me that after an incident happened with me that I don't want to talk about. I was so embarrassed and felt like shit and I thought it was my fault I asked him if he was still mad at me, he said of course not I never was, I know exactly what happened and I said I got drunk and made a huge mistake, he said no you weirdo I saw the whole thing, your so called friend was recording it and sent it to my phone. Do you remember anything that happened and I didn't I was blacked out drunk, he said I know you don't, you probably don't remember me coming to get you either. I asked him if I had told him what happened and there was no recording sent to his phone would he still believe me and he said absolutely.