Misdiagnosed Bipolar but really BPD

I just cannot even handle my girlfriend's mania anymore. It should be a good thing right? Except she channels her mania into ways she can tear me down. Doesn't matter if it's about movies, or music, or my time ... she's constantly on my shit despite being there for her and trying to help her.

We both know it's mania, but it quickly switches when I say that she's bugging me a little (like talking through movies.)

If I can't handle the mania then it makes me dread moments like right now - where she's crying uncontrollably in the other room - yet I was the one who was hurt first by her not paying even the most slight attention to her mouth and what comes out of it.

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