I am not the resident tax expert, but I think you would be better off filing your taxes for those years (it sounds like your completed the return but never submitted it? Do you still have access to the returns or the site where you filled them out, if applicable?), as the IRS may not have a complete picture of your tax situation and your could lose out on deductions. For future reference, you can contact the IRS to get on a payment plan for taxes if you can't afford to pay the complete amount right away.

Also I get that you are angry and lashing out, but you might want to think about the impact your language can have on others when you ask for help. Cause like, I've been sexually assaulted and I also pay my taxes every year, and I have to say the experiences are not remotely similar. Like, when I pay taxes I get the benefit of having roads to drive on and police and firemen and schools and all kinds of social services, and when I got raped, I just got raped. So that was definitely worse and I much prefer paying taxes. But that's just me, your experiences may be different.