I didn't keep the information with the intention of using it later. I remembered it. Remember that amazing memory I have that has allowed me to recount things to you over and over again?

Yes, I did smoke frequently with you and only with you and other friends. Up until this spring, I never smoked alone. You repeatedly encouraged me to do it when I talked to you about being depressed and anxious. That's not to excuse my decision, because it was my own decision to smoke. That being said, you sent me the first package of weed without me asking you to do so, and in fact, I didn't even know you were sending it. You had to tell me about it once I received it. Remember that? Yeah. Did I ask you to send me some later in the spring when I was smoking by myself? Yes. But I quit after our vacation together, and I haven't smoked once since. And unlike you, I would pass a drug test right now. You have an addiction you can't stop, and you'll find any excuse to defend that addiction.

I messaged you last night telling you that I did not appreciate that you were posting threats on reddit about me when I had already ceased contact with you and I had not "hacked" your email. Seriously, look up the definition of hacking. It's not hacking if the person gives you the password, even if they don't expect you to use it. That's just snooping, and it is a shitty thing to do, but I'm glad I did it because you lied to me repeatedly and were trying to string my along for the summer while you pursued other options. You're right, I told you in a moment of anger that if you tried to ruin my life, I would try to do the same to you. But I also said in that same message that I did not have any intention of doing so, and that I would only retaliate against you if you tried to ruin my life.