I thought about ending things a few months back as my depression just spirraled out of control, but I didn't because of my parents and brothers, thinking of how horrible they'd feel and just how shitty that'd be for them. I imagine it's somewhat how you feel, and I'm crushed to hear it. One of my fears now is not making it to cyberpunk's release, just because of how everyone is looking foward to it in my circle.

I teared up about your son, it hit hard for me even if we're just strangers on the internet. If you ever need someone to vent, or even to talk about the game once it comes out and try to have a good time, my DMs are open. This goes for anyone that might read this. (Thinking bout going Nomad myself) And please tale care of yourselves guys. I didn't, and I regret it.