My Best Friend Has Changed

Ok. Your friend sounds like a very, very curious person. Many things may go on here. First, she show signs in combination of antisocial personality, some type of recent then neurological trauma and increasing post traumatic stress disorder for one. (She has these issues and now she’s using lsd? Train wreck…) Could it be environmental also ? Who are your other friends you all hang with together ? How do they talk to each other. Did she understand their culture or think the communication is some silly game ? Is it entertaining or rather curious ? Does she think it most interesting ? testing the boundaries here. And learning a language while clearly confused, if she is insulting other humans. If you see her alone and she treats you with condescension this perhaps it is a carry on from conditioning in her workplace ? Was she feeling bullied, intimidated ? Confused ? Sometimes what is normal to us personally can be too much for others to grip. e.g my cus in law has psychoses while off the meds. He tells its that life was a very strange movie, turned to horror; intense, a sense of truth he could only increasingly grasp never reaching. Disturbing. And he accused me of leaving beetles all over the place and talking to him with him. Listening and intrusive in a big way, me and my friends. he still saying it. acts so weird when he’s like that. Like he will die or followed or controlled and gagged. Who to trust ? Where are they really ? lol. No his exestent of it really I noticed his rage burning up. So angry. Did she forget who you are- can she trust you ?? resentful to question your character and intentions if you remind her hyr associations of such things considered mad. If she is like my guy she senses danger. Yeah that sound really condescending and spiteful to speak like that to you. Such is the tragedy of mental illness. I think she has a caution to you. All it. This getting little much and will wrap up for t moment and hopefully it helps someway. it’s important you and your friend can try to understand each other. I believe she may hated to others for reasons, maybe as above and maybe learned resentment from the actions and attitudes of the society around she lives and grew up in. Maybe she is angry with them. Intelligence etc is words, all blurrs should talk about in mature state of mind or in closely trusted company where people get you and it isn’t directed at each other. It takes mental time to work out why others act it. I think she did refuse not to listen to you questions/ convs in full out of mistrust, explains triggering issues for you guys.

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