okay so this is last month
I was feeling really nervous about moving to a new city which I will in the next 3 months and how we will do long distance and how will I stay away from all my friends etc etc like a lot of stuff not just about him and I wanted to talk to him about it .
knowing this fight freak him out I asked him IF he wants to have a conversation right now cuz this is really bothering me for a week ,he said no not right now
I was like cool let me know when you wanna talk about it ,he was like lets talk tomorrow I was like great ( in my head I thought this is progress we both are getting our way )
but he never bought it up and acted like this isn't something I was waiting for
so I wanted the whole weekend for it and he didn't talk about it and I was like do you remember we had to talk ? and he was like oh ya but not right now
and its been over a month and we never had that conversation