Change agencies, keep all your federal benefits. Also, it may help to start seeing these people for who they really are. They are scared, but in denial. Still, they are scared. You show your fear by being vigilant, hence the ridicule. They are using you to vent out their own fears. It's typical actually and probably a universal human response for a good portion of the population. Still, see the truth and your mental health will improve. They are scared, more scared than you will ever be, because you face it and they deny it and scapegoat. Don't be the goat driven off the cliff, turn around and see the morons goading your off the cliff as the pathetic dummies they are.