The only reaction I really want from her is to admit that she's been lying to herself these past five months. I'm not really bothered that she knows my password, I'm more bothered by the fact she claims not to care but then looks at my profile. At least I'm honest about how I feel.

A month or so after we got together she told me that she moves on quickly and to be fair I think she did. But if she has got a new boyfriend now, why does she keep looking at my profile? I get wanting what you can't have, but I'm still here, all it takes is one phone call and we can make it work again.

The guy she's going out with now is someone who she had a date with two years ago before me, but it didn't go any further because he lived 45 minutes away. If it's not a problem now, why was it a problem back then?

Basically she got into a relationship with this guy called Tom, they broke up, she told Phil (her current boyfriend) that she wasn't dating and friendzoned him, then she got into a relationship with a guy called Jack which lasted a month and now she's with Phil.

When I asked Phil months ago, apparently she said she loved him, but if that was true, why did she go out with Jack instead of him?

Then when I asked her about it last week, she said it took her ages to realise she loved Phil. I don't buy it. Personally I believe that if you love someone, you don't get a sudden realisation of it, you just know that love them.

I don't think it will work out between them. He lives 45 minutes away, he's got a night job and they see each other three days a week. She only really wants a boyfriend because the only friends she has are the ones she sees when she goes to her gigs, so she wants company when she's at home. If they only see each other three days a week, she'll get fed up.

I spent a year and half with her and despite Phil's claims he knows her better than me, I know her better than she knows herself.