I had a premonition of my fathers death.

When I was 17 (I’m in my thirties now) my grandfather died the day after his birthday. Let’s say his birthday was 31st July and he died 1st August.

One morning a few years ago I woke up at 4am with raging anxiety, more than I’d ever had before. With the thought that today was the day after my dad’s birthday and OMG what I’d be dies today like his own dad. Totally irrational but there we are.

The entire day I had this horrible feeling. I had to leave the house for an appointment and I could barely do it, I was sweating and shaking. As I was paying for my appointment I remember thinking my god it’s so loud everywhere and like there was this screaming inside my head.

My phone rang as I was about to leave my appointment and it was my mum sobbing that my dad had died in an accident less than an hour ago.

Still freaks me out. Still not over it.