I been fucking going through it these past few weeks. Been dealing with court cuz I got 2 probation violations and now tomorrow is sentencing. Suppose to get 30 days per violation. Might get house arrest but they double the time for that and it's about 600 bucks a month. Still better then jail though. On top of all that been stressed the fuck out at work and by the wife. It's been an on going issue. I cheated on her 4 years ago and ever since our relationship has had almost no affection or intimacy. She says she may never get over it and brings it up all the time. Not trying to be a bitch but seriously could use some attention from my wife cuz I'm getting it from other females and shit is rough right now. Got 3 kids and 1 on the way. Love them to death but they can drive me crazy. Work fucking pisses me off. Seriously don't understand how some people made it as far as they did in life. Really feels like I can't get a break though. The only time I get to myself is the fucking gym and now I'll be out for months. Not sure what I'm gonna do to keep me from snapping.....