In 2009 I have meet few Germans in my home town at a marriage, I showed them all my hometown and took them to all the exotic places. I provided them hospitality for 20 days.

They rejected to travel with me without a helmet, I understood that they follow rules and very respectful. (Most of my friends don't care about driving without a helmet)

When I came to germany in 2019, I meet them and they showed me all the pictures we took and shared their best wishes for my journey in germany.

I have been living in germany from 2019, mostly in east Germany (Thuringia + Sachsen)

I was called a terrorist, brown §hit, (told that this is not my country), one time a person spat on me, not allowed to many pubs and too many incidents with racial profiling.

I am not sure if I would live here for anymore. I came here with some saved up money (10,800 euro - for my visa for every year). I would like to earn that money back and leave this country.

I think the rules of hospitality have completely vanished, east germany is definitely a dangerous place to live for people of colour.

I don't think a political group are group of people would bring a change here. Its just doomed to be soo.

But when I leave, I would never wish to provide any hospitality to Germans. I wish nothing bad for them, but would never walk along with them.

I know that the one is watching. On judgement day all the sins will be punished. None of you can change my past and no one is responsible for my trauma.

It's just that I had to see this and experience the edges of evil.

KARMA will be waiting