I doubt anyone will read this but i just came home from a party and met alot of friends and it was cool and i enjoyed it. I talked with my best friend and he was talking about some chicks he could date and blabla. I always help him with it and i know the theory about it and stufd but it makes me realise i have never had that before.

Yes i have kissed some girls and did sometimes more ( not actual sex) buti never did it with somebody i really liked. I dont know what is wrong. I feel like i improved alot on looks and talk but the attention of girls is decreasing allot but idk why.

Im in university right know having a good education, my parents are rich, i have a really good future in terms of money. I dont brag about it at all. I have an okay look im just average. I go out alot and am social.

But still i cant find someone i want to talk to and i really like.

Im not desperate but im 21 never had a relation before. I feel like i have the perfect life except in love. Maybe it ks because i cant have it all or just badluck but all my friends are getting relationships with cool girls and it makes me wonder why i cant find somebody.

If you read this, thanks for reading this. I dont really need advice i just want to empty my heart. I know some people have it way worse than me but its just how i feel.