one time I was thinking about my ex boyfriend. I mean we were together for 4 years and I grew to love him more than I've ever loved anyone else. The worst part is that we broke up for something really stupid……. SCHOOL. When we first broke up I was upset but it wasn't too bad because I was super busy with college , I was in my third year at university and as a Biology major I had a SH&T TON of homework assignments, study sessions, lectures and exams. I mean i was zoo busy I didn't even know who I was anymore, i was just basically living just to study , do homework and take exams, it was painful!!I guess thats why I didn't realize that I had just made a huge decision and basically the worst decision of my life to break up with my soulmate…..I ruined the best thing in my life that Ive ever could of wished for. Anyway you get it. We were in love and I was soo selfish and distracted that I f*cked everything up. One night about two years after two years of my bf begging me to get back with him and telling me how hurt he was that I dumped him I found out that he had fallen in ove with another woman.I was feeling very upset and sick to my stomach I didn't know i still loved him so much, I was lonely and all the guys that tried to date me I didn't like them, i just had nothing in common with them and there was no attraction.I tried not to think about my love with someone else. Everytime I thought about ut i would get a weird feeling in my stomach, I would just get upset and sometimes start crying. I talked to my friends and family about how i was feeling and they would all give me the same advice, they would tell me its over and I should move on, that just made me feel worse.They also said that I should be happy for him and that just made me sick too. I had enough so I decided to call a psychic and tat was the best decision I've made this far. i didn't really believe in psychics until I was left to no choce but to trust and believe in one….