After first hit I got so scared I thought I'll never do it again. It was like the devil himself was in the room with me (I was alone in my room). I could not see him but I felt like he was there. It was almost a near death experience haha. Then I said to myself, oh fuck it, man up. Besides that shit was too expensive to just throw it all out. So next time i really tried to focus on overcomming that fear. Then whole reality started to sort of turn around like in a hypnowheel with the area of my third eye being the center. Then I felt female-like force crawling up my spine. As if the salvia goddes herself somehow morphed into my body. Growing up my spine and spreading her leaves of awareness to my legs, hands, head and beyond my body. I could literally feel the area around me like I was part of it. It was hot summer night so I thought going to balcony would be a great idea. And it was very pleasant indeed. All the lights and smells and sounds. I couldnt get enough of it. Then my mind expanded further into the point i was almost unable to move so I got back in my room and had to sit down. I turned on the music and then I got an experience what you might call synthesia. The sound just morphed into live images. I was listening to some electronic music but then i had sudden urge to turn on some classic. Strange case I don't listen to the classic music at all. But in that moment I felt it to be the best music of all times :) It was Mozart btw. Requiem in D minor. I felt like i completly understood what he ment by it. As if I was linked to his brilliant mind by that very music he wrote. I suppose that makes perfect sense. Why else would he be writing it. It was like the image of hell and then heaven unfolded not only before my ears but eyes as well. By this time the trip was slowly going away so I took another hit. Then I came to realisation how bad this world is and all just because people arent really paying attention to reality and instead living in their small boxes of reality with stiff ideas and negative emotions being its walls. I suppse on an intelectual level i knew it already but in that moment it was so real i couldnt just ignore it. Then more and more negative thoughts and emotions rosed up to the point I couldnt stand it anymore. This time it wasn't like after first hit. But more like being DDOSed by negativity. Luckily my mind then expanded into a state where i was able to morph all that negativity into something positive and interesring. It may be hard to understand it but in that state it made perfect sense. Like there is literally no other way of avoiding the suffering. No matter how hard you try you just cant win unless you let go. It was sort of a Zen experience. I was never so much in peace with everything as I was back then.