Well I have not been diagnosed with anything but people have told me they think I have PTSD, anxiety, and depression, (all of which make sense from the information I looked up but I am kinda scared if I go seek help for it they will put me in a nut house or something) it's basically like imagine you question everything you do obsessively and you replay events in your head constantly every moment of every day, nothing is enjoyable, things you should enjoy like your favorite food, sex, your favorite movie or game, or favorite place to go all feel pointless. You have nightmares constantly. You fear trusting people or falling in love and when you do fall in love it becomes a nightmare for both parties. You constantly argue with yourself internally, you phase out alot, you stare through people as if they aren't there, you remember horrible experiences at random moments, you become prone to outbursts of anger and sadness sometimes within minutes of each other or even seconds, I personally have went from screaming at the top of my lungs to crying hysterically in a matter of seconds. It's horrible. I've seen some things and went through some things I really shouldn't have.