To me, it looks like she doesn’t deserve you and she isn’t your person. I’m the kind of person who believes in true love in the romantic and non romantic way and I really feel like everyone has a person . Also I have a lot of insecurities and anxieties and I feel like the right one will understand and will encourage and support you in life as a partner. We all can’t be the perfect person who is super confident and happy all the time you know ? And therapy hasn’t helped me in the past but maybe it’s the therapist and maybe there’s therapists we connect with and some that we just don’t that just don’t get us. Maybe you girlfriend doesn’t get you too? Don’t you think you deserve someone who gets you or wants to understand your feelings more ? Because there’s a lot of people who do understand what you’re feeling and who care.