Not that good actually. I've been a pathological liar and an addict with multiple relapses. Relapsed 3 days ago. In my psychosis I had an epiphany and admitted to a few friends and my SO that I am not who I said I was. So my life in this state is finished and I am going to take another shot at in patient if I can afford it. (along with psych to see why I lie so much).

Best part was how I got fired though. Manager at the tech repair center was a former room mate, got me a job there for going on 8 months. So for 7 months I worked 4-5 days a week and I think i am doin pretty good. Start off on laptops move over to iphones and samsungs. Then my relapse, as soon as the bomb dropped my samsung phone rebooted the OS along with my personal windows 7 device. Then she took control of the phone and messaged everyone I had been in contact with in the past year. Remote accessing the device and forcing me to word things properly (so as not to make myself sound like the victum).

8 years of getting clean and relapsing, attempting to build up a work skill. Gone cause I can't be honest with anybody and I do too many drugs, also its apparaintly extremely hard to work consistantly on ANYTHING when your an alcoholic drug addict.

The Kicker. Apparaintly I lied to myself about being able to fix things, so for 7 months, I'm riding high, thinkin "man im still fuckin up but looks like everythings comin up Milhouse!". Then no, apparaintly I broke a large number of the devices I attempted to work on.

I do understand why she went to those lengths tho, what I convinced myself was 'succeeding somewhat finally' was more of the same.

Also took over my reddit account and re-wrote nearly every post.

I worked in that shop, for 7 months, breaking devices left and right, and everyone was like ya u got this, gettin better man! Just liein to myself AGAIN.

Calling up my sister and mother tommorrow is gonna be fuuuun.