I don’t feel guilty at all because it means nothing to me. Those people are nothing to me. What matters to me is my boyfriend. I don’t think there’s any point in telling him to be honest, except for him to know I cheated too and would like us to start over. But I don’t know if I even should. I don’t want to hurt him. We both hurt each other and I think we are finally happy and I don’t think I should ruin what we have now over something that meant nothing. I question why I even wrote this post now... commenting back has made me realize I don’t want to tell him. There’s no point. I won’t feel relief, he will be crushed, and we will destroy our happiness we worked on. Thank you for your answer. I appreciate it.